For whom the bell tolls..?

I know what you think of me.
Maybe we could be better?


Something tells me not
Only you can fix us. I Cant do anything anymore. Im done


Someone told me I would be okay if you left. I wouldn't, they dont understand.
Our love, or should I say my love for you, <no mutual feelings> cannot die
Redemption? Not a possibility. No more band aids for our relationship 
Reasons? Theres many. She probably doesn't love me, she told me myself.
You mean the world to me. 




I can't fix anything, I never can. She thinks ive never loved her once this entire relationship. She hates me, she said it herself. I want to get back with her but it's probably not going to happen, I dont want to be with someone who doesn't love me. It breaks my heart.


<Dark clouds are hanging all around, I try to pick myself up but I keep falling down><Sometimes I can't even get outta my bed> <Thinking about the night before and stupid shit that I said>


A lot can stop us and slow us down.


My diamond on a landmine, forever <3


In a perfect world, a broken heart is fixed.


Bottom line, I want her to know that I love her despite her stupid 'reasoning' why she thinks I dont. I want her to trust me. I want her to love me again. I wish I could take back everything.
Control Alt-delete it


I still love you <3


Forever and always <3






fiercest of all the basils who are fierce?